I could blame the world for being cruel or I could perceive it otherwise.

No, it is not self deception, because what I saw and felt first, or what society usually sees and feels about things, may not be the truth.

Remember that.

– email roxy? Too personal
– post to public? People overreact hmm bad idea
– write to myself? But no motivation doeeeee
– watch wongfu videos for the next three hours ? #ok

Yes. I don’t do drugs. I binge-video-consume.

It’s not good either. Don’t do it, kids. Unless it’s your only alternative to drugs. Don’t do drugs.